Well it’s time to pack my stuff again and get ready for my next trip. I am feeling a bit sad and I will definitely miss this place and this window where I often sit by and contemplate about my life. It was nice look outside and enjoy the nice cool breeze coming from the rice fields. I know now it was the right thing to come back here after what happened with Dian. I am glad I listened to my friend Ina who was saying: “Don’t let one bitch ruin your entire life. Don’t let her control you, she doesn’t deserve that”. Indeed coming back here helped me healing and brought closure to this bad chapter of my life. I am glad that this time I chose not to run away from the problem and just did the best I could to deal with it and move on. I am also glad I discover Reiki which really helped me recover and a opened a new realm of possibilities for the future. I thank Ina for that as well. Speaking of future I don’t know what will happen next. There are many uncertainties that prevent me to make a decision just yet. But time is on my side and I am confident things will take shape very soon. Anyway I know I will be back here at some point. But now I need to head back to Italy and reunite with my family in preparation for Christmas.