I woke up early today to go to the Ubud market and stock up on fruit and veggies. I am feeling better every day, the serenity of this place is definitely helping to recover from the terrible experience I went through with Dian. I am also excited that tonight I will have my first Reiki session. Finally I can concentrate more on myself and do what I like the most. These days I am back to writing on my blog, reorganising  it and prepare it again to go live. Writing on my blog has always helped. After I left China about a year ago, I got lazy and started using Facebook instead. I guess not having the Chinese censorship in the way, which was blocking it in China, made Facebook more attractive for a while. But my experience on the world’s largest online community was a bit of a disappointment. The daily feed is full of crap, commercials and boring people. It becomes a routine every day to scroll up and down and try to find something interesting, what a waste of time.  I felt it is more of a social “show off” place to keep your friends updated on what you do and where you are. But do I care about that? Honestly I didn’t feel at ease at posting real personal stuff in such a superficial arena.  My blog instead is a place that I call my own. I could care less about a “like”. I write for my own enjoyment, to let it all out. My blog is like my friend, my good friend because here I feel more comfortable to write my own thoughts and feelings.  It’s more personal and I feel less judged,  and above all it really helps me to understand who I am, what I need and where I am heading.